YALDA

”Shab Yalda”
Is a longest night in the year
Maybe is a night that “Masih” was born in this night
Maybe is a night that “Mitra” was born in this night
The night with many wish and hope and wanting “Hafez” reply to all dreams of people
The night with many memories from childhood and many dear persons
The night with “korsi”, candy, nuts, watermelon, fruits, and some delicious food
The night with parents, grand parents and all dearest persons
For me this night, here without\t parents, family, should be celebrated
Here I miss all of them
But I have beautiful memory with many dreams
Maybe God can hear my voice and appealAnd I hope “Hafez” can reply me with hopefully poem

Arafeh

I like write something about some famous article for me
Such as “Haj”, “Eide Ghorban”,”Arafeh”,
It is a huge and incredible time for me, when I see these scenes from TV or ….
“Hajj” I think, each person who is there in this period, maybe has unique seconds that maybe just and just can experience in there
Up to now I have not gone Mecca, but I think I should go there and have my own experience from theses spaces

"Be waiting"

This semester is close to finish. I hope all things for next semester be good.
I’m waiting for some letters, some very important letters for me, I Hope see these letters very soon.
I dare to say, be waiting for something or someone as my opinion is a very bad condition
Certainly in our literature they admire “be waiting” just for lovers and some religious article.
But in real most of time I have bad experience from this subject.
I like to write some thing here, but I afraid, and prefer don’t explain in public space.
Up to now I used to censor my ideas and don’t have enough courage to talk whatever I like to say,
At this second, there are some real points in my life,
I’m waiting, I’m waiting, and I’m waiting
I’m waiting until God reply me and blessing me
I don’t know if I’m worthy of them or don’t deserve them
But is a most, explicit, important point is:
Life and time is not waiting for me and my wishes
And I should follow them

Exam

Tomorrow I have exam
First final exam in new university with new situation
After 7 years again I have those familiar feeling in exam nights.
Besides these stress full feeling bother me, it is interesting for me.
Again I remember all those far days in university.
Maybe I explain more about those days, later

16 azar

Hamedan

In this second just I want be there
All of my memories are here
In this old and historical place
All of my childhood memories

Unfortunately I have no picture from my neighbourhood

Oh my dear father
Where are you?I miss you
I want your safe hug

Every time when I wanted to leave home and travel other city
You Read “doa” in my ears
After that I was sure that all good things will be happen

Please read “doa” another time in my ears
I need you and your attention

Flight wishing

These days and these seconds that it is passing, are very heavy and full of agitation and anxiety
Some minutes, just think about one thing;
Just want and wish go to a calm and peace island or figurative land, which don’t think about any thing, and don’t have stress and worry about nothing.

Nobody understand me in these second .
I’m alone, really alone.
Just hope maybe the Lord see me and don’t forget me.

Oh Lord
Please remember me.
I have nobody except you.

I don’t know when does this transition situation want to finish?

Or maybe, it is better I say hell.
Really Hell .

I don’t know
Maybe is an illogic appeal, that I want God forgive me and comply with all my desires.
but except the Lord I have nobody to redeem me.

God please remember me.

wish

Today
I read this article
see
Cry and Cry and Cry....
What is
Duty...
human being....

new life

Hi
Im here in ST.johns
but I can not write farsi!!!
I try that as soon as possible I can write farsi
here is nice
but Im not in good mood maybe I should thinking more , and accept this new condition
marjan