Exam

Tomorrow I have exam
First final exam in new university with new situation
After 7 years again I have those familiar feeling in exam nights.
Besides these stress full feeling bother me, it is interesting for me.
Again I remember all those far days in university.
Maybe I explain more about those days, later

16 azar

Hamedan

In this second just I want be there
All of my memories are here
In this old and historical place
All of my childhood memories

Unfortunately I have no picture from my neighbourhood

Oh my dear father
Where are you?I miss you
I want your safe hug

Every time when I wanted to leave home and travel other city
You Read “doa” in my ears
After that I was sure that all good things will be happen

Please read “doa” another time in my ears
I need you and your attention

Flight wishing

These days and these seconds that it is passing, are very heavy and full of agitation and anxiety
Some minutes, just think about one thing;
Just want and wish go to a calm and peace island or figurative land, which don’t think about any thing, and don’t have stress and worry about nothing.

Nobody understand me in these second .
I’m alone, really alone.
Just hope maybe the Lord see me and don’t forget me.

Oh Lord
Please remember me.
I have nobody except you.

I don’t know when does this transition situation want to finish?

Or maybe, it is better I say hell.
Really Hell .

I don’t know
Maybe is an illogic appeal, that I want God forgive me and comply with all my desires.
but except the Lord I have nobody to redeem me.

God please remember me.

wish

Today
I read this article
see
Cry and Cry and Cry....
What is
Duty...
human being....

new life

Hi
Im here in ST.johns
but I can not write farsi!!!
I try that as soon as possible I can write farsi
here is nice
but Im not in good mood maybe I should thinking more , and accept this new condition
marjan

تنفس

هواي خيلي قشنگيه
چقدر دلم مي خواد الان و اين ساعت ها كه هنوز اوائل روز و يا سرظهر توي اين هواي سرد و
باروني كه آفتاب پشت ابر هاست و يه نور سفيد وجود داره ، حالا توي اين حالت بريم پارك، يا يه
جاي پر درخت مثل باغ و كلي راه بريم و قدم بزنيم و نفس عميق بكشيم و وقتي از شدت راه
رفتن زياد عرق كرديم و دماغامون از زير شالگردن سرخ شد، و نوك انگشتامون در حالي كه
دستكش دستمون و دستامون رو داديم بهم ، يه مقدار سردش شد، يه جايي بنشينم و يه چاي داغ
داغ داغ با يه كيك خوشمزه بخوريم و كلي حرف هاي خوب خوب بزنيم و شعر بخونيم و از چيزاي خوب و خاطرات خوب

ياد كنيم وكلي صحبت هاي انگيزه دهنده وبا انرژي بكنيم
واااااي چقدر اين درخت هاي بدون برگ ، يا نصفه نيمه برگ دار ، خوشگلند
وقتي اين چكه هاي بارون روي بعضي از نوك شاخه هاشون مونده و قتي از زيرشون هر از گاهي راه مي ري يه هو شيطونيشون گل مي كنه و يه چند تا چكه آب ميريزن روي صورتت ، بعضي وقت ها درست مي افته روي پيشوني آدم و بعد راه مي گيره مي آد روي دماغ آدم
و اگه نا خود آگاه يه تنه به اين درخت ها بزني ، كه ديگه هيچي ، تقريبا آدم به صورت ملايمي مورد لطف قرار مي گيره