TA

I’m good, I’m fine and life is going ... .Here I learn when some body ask me about my feeling ,I say: I’m fine, I’m good, because no word I can find for explain more about my real feeling that I have. And prefer just finish sentence with good and fine .But actually some times I’m not good and fine .just show off. Yesterday I received an email from the graduate office of our department and ask me attending in meeting with dean of graduate students .After that email I have been very nervous, so nervous, because I can not tolerate more problem and headache here. I afraid and don’t have self confidence to explain whatever I like .I can guess what is the reason for this meeting .maybe about the TA for this spring semester that I had. Actually this semester I was a TA for one undergrad course. My duty was Lab supervising and mark the assignments .Me and other 3 TA‘s should attend to computer lab for roaming and check students software programs and answer the questions .we should attended to lab three days a week. But I don’t know maybe some students came between the semester and nobody there and maybe they complained, but I’m not sure, we should wait until Tuesday and see what happen. I’m sure about my self because I have done all my duties and more .but Im nervous and stressful. In first of semester we received a letter that clarified number of hours we should spend for this TA duty .They wrote 56 hours, we should spend for this TA course. Although I spent more than 110 hours for this TA and they paid just for 56 hours because we signed those letters in first of semester .I don’t have complaint about this. I’m not familiar with official rules here and I think it is unfair, if some body complain about my works. I can not explain more here in this blog about this matter, because Im impatient , but just I hope God help me and support me .Please