Monday, August 11, 2008

Whispering

I don’t know why these days I m very sensitive and peevish .for any stupid topics I will anxious and confused. Just think and analysis all cheap and stupid stories and get angry and nervous. I don’t like stay in this mood. Most of the time I talk with my self and try to be clam and relax but, I can not control this sick mind! I’m facing a lot of pressure and each time I criticize my self about many unworthy things. I like come straight from the shoulders and be honest with my self. And funny point is I try to show off that I’m very happy! And show unreal smile. I wish I could yell any my stressful feeling and anxiety at the top of my lungs. I’m worried about a many things me, he future all people around us

This moment I’m worried about my family and specially mom, I think these days she needs some body that stay beside her and just do what ever she likes, some times I have guilty feeling that I’m not there, with her. I think some times she needs share her feeling talk about her condition. After my father, her moods and feeling change very clearly and every single day I recognize she is more fragile and touchy,

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