Hiking

Today is a sunny day. After more than 15 foggy and rainy days, I see bright sun in the blue sky. I decided go for walking .First of all I was wondering I walk in street pedestrian line, also there is a beautiful trial around us, but I m afraid go alone in trail! By the way first I decided go for walk in the street . After a short hiking I change my mind and say ok, I go from trail. And try fight with fear!. I wanted to share something here ,I went for hiking and all thing was perfect , weather ,sunshine ,very cool breeze ,natural view was very amazing but ,I had some stress and worriment . Why? Because I afraid go alone in not crowded place, I know the reason of this problem. Because from the childhood until now every single moments there are many awareness from my parents about don’t going alone in solitude place because it is dangerous ,because you are a woman and you face many dangerous accident such as many kind of abuses .and they worried about me and I understood what they said .at nights and ,in retired place there were many caution from the parents to all daughters not going alone .so I m here and after these years, this kind of frightening breach to me ,and when I’m alone in the empty place every second just I focus about my around area and just check that no body follow me or do not look at around of my self just to the ground and go fast it is funny ,but it is real .Today I decided go through trail because I wanted try to give up this cautions but I loosed and I admitting defeat…. Maybe later I find new ways …